are for you Allah, how I hope that you are there. By: Syeda (18 year old Muslimah )
For sinful though I
know I am, your displeasure I can not bear.
Never, till this moment, did
I realize how much I've strayed.
Never, till now, was I more conscious
of all those times when I should have prayed.
For sins are like heavy
baggage, that one carries through Life, the airport.
Why didn't I
realize sooner, that Earth is but a place of sport ?
Ya Allah ! Forgive
me. Save me from the fire of Hell.
Forgive me as you did my parents,
from Jannah though they fell.
Ya Allah ! Protect me. From myself for my
soul is weak.
Let me not falter ever, for Jannah is the abode I seek.
Ya, Allah! Please help me. For I don't understand and thus, I fear.
What happened to all those moments when I never doubted that you were
My actions once were guided, by my faith which, once, was strong.
Ya Allah! please guide me. What happened, what went wrong ?
footstep that I used to take, I took with you ever near my side.
Quran was my faithful companion, Rasulullah my beloved guide.
yearn for those bygone days Allah, for I know that the day comes near,
When we'll each receive our just rewards, and Truth will stand sparkling
Life is like a spider's web Allah. We get caught in its tricky
So thoroughly are we disillusioned, time for salat we can not
I sit here and I wonder, Ya Allah! Why did I fall so low?
What happened to my faith Allah? Where did my Iman go?
earthly life of ours, so often does sin seem right.
Falsehood seems to
be the truth, as if days are confused with night.
Man is an imperfect
creature. And thus, Man shall always wrong.
For the road to Jan'ah is
rocky, and the journey seems awfully long.
Ya Allah ! Our creator, we
are all just peices of clay.
Please help us with our steps in life, and
let us not lose our way.
All praises are for you Allah, I know that you
I know that you have read my heart, and my words I know you